Awake

Open your eyes

I'm awake

Therefore I am

Existence hangs in a balance 

Dreams are death and relief

Bastard

Mother

I tried to please you

Father

I tried to reach you

Tomorrow

It brings on something new

And after

Falls winter to bury you

Control yourself

Think naught amiss

Remember what

Father said

To be a self 

For someone else

Is to be nothing at all

Brother

I tried to carry you

Mother

I tried to love you

In sorrow

I tried to bury you

But tomorrow

Will be the death of you

I sold myself

To someone else

And here I am

With loneliness 

I loved a stone

She drove me here

Remember what

Father said

To be a self

For someone else

Is to be nothing at all

Mystery Train

Ditt livets tåg

Sitter på ett livets tåg

På ett livets tåg

På ett livets tåg

På ett livets tåg

På väg ingenstans

Din dåtid och din framtid

Är din nutid

Och din nutid är för alltid

Your train of life

Is sittning on a train of life

On a train of life

On a train of life

On a train of life

Going nowhere

Your past and your future

Is your present

And your present is forever

And your present is never

Gravity Theory

Sunshine eyes saying nothing at all

Making strange faces to pull anything off

Cause if they knew

Then they would know

And as the light shines through

The dead will walk

And the sun will set as it used to

Because just like gravity

The rock sinks to the bottom

And as life did,

Death will find a way

Automatic / Walls / Breathe

Following a path laid out for me

Walls are rising high

And I can't see anything

In the prison of the mind

Finding loopholes in conversations

Because I'm not here entirely

Degrading mind dimensions

Cause my body is automatic

Just breathe

Breathe deep

Breathe

I'm never sure if I'm here

Or if these eyes are the headlights

And I am the deer

It's hard when nothing is functioning 

My body is working without me

Just breathe

Breathe deep

Breathe

Still on the path laid out for me

Walls are risen high

And I can't see anything

But the walls are coming down

Braid

We've grown ourselves this tree

Pretend the air is worth the breathing

Inhale the waves and the jukebox smell

The dance of the ultimate fiend

Dancing the tempting fate away

Just pretending it's all okay

Fall down, wither through

Braid the rope of time yourself

Bring it to the tree

And fall into space

I am just the square root

Of the year zero

Friend

You... Are my only friend

And I think about you every day

You... 'll never come here again

But I think about you every day

You are my only friend,

And you'll never come again

You're my only friend

And you'll never come again

And I think about you ever day

You're my only friend

And I waited til the end

But I know now that I waited in vein

You were my only friend
You'll never come again

You were my only friend
I'll never think of you again

Flow

The only flow

That I've ever known

And I've been known to know

Only other flows

Heartburn

The heat has left me 

Although inside 

The heartburn burns a hole

Right through your soul

The mind knows nothing

The cock does what it feels

All those wee chemicals

Strings inside of me

Disgustingly arousing

Deafening stench felt

Through bodily sensations

Acid down your breath

Burn me for a witch

A knife through my chest

I will be rebirthed

In a heart arrest

The Great White

We always said its alright

Wrap your clouds and hold me tight

Promises

Promises lie so white

If someone's lowest point is okay

You know you'll meet again

Somewhere

Somewhere on the way

Get lost, don't contemplate

Emotions clear as disarray

Take all that you are

And throw it away

No reasons

Reasons are no good here

I thought I knew

Now I'm left with empty words

But worlds are just clay

So I wait

Wait for the tide to take me away