Maricha

Place my palm on upon your cheek
With the end of my fingers just beneath your ear
Gently graced by the end of your hair
Softly caress your cheek with my thumb
Rub it from where your tears have streamed
Slowly onwards and onto your lips
I look you straight into the eyes
And I could never look away
So I remove my thumb from your lower lip
And gracefully drag it down to your chin
You look right back into my eyes

Star

And it doesn't matter how far I go
Cause the hurt's like a burning star
And it will always show

Change my thoughts and change my world
But you're the clouded sun of my thoughts

Necklace

Wear me like a locket
Wear me like a noose
Put me in your pocket
Or throw me down the sewers
Do with me what you like
'Cause I have nothing left to lose
The railway ended here,
Right before you

Breathing or Not (Internet Rambling)

[2013-03-15 21:51:10] Ollie: But I don't function properly.
[2013-03-15 21:51:27] Ollie: And the place I've put myself in on this planet
[2013-03-15 21:51:38] Ollie: I've dug a grave so deep
[2013-03-15 21:52:01] Ollie: I made my grave and now I get to sleep in it
[2013-03-15 21:52:04] Ollie: Breathing or not

Chemtrail Painting

I never felt such a powerful thrust
Winds howled warm as the snow thawed to rust
I never met a widow of a planet so true
I felt sorrow, but hope blossomed as I looked at you

There might never be a way
The sky is endless as we are born astray
Buy we can soar through the clouds we are trapped in
I'll see you where the sky ends and the ocean begins.

Free the birds from the cage in my chest,
A cage built of grief, anger and despair
A dying chemtrail painting across the air
Fly far away, my love, don't ever look back
As I dig another grave for another hay in the stack

Smile

Turn around, turn around
Just one more time
Turn around turn around
And you'll see me cry
Turn around turn around
Just one last time

Give me your last smile

Turn that head round,
Show me that beautiful smile
I'm not crying,
I just got something in my eye
Turn that pretty head round another time

Turn around turn around
Just for another day
Turn around turn around
Maybe decide to stay
Turn around turn around
Everything's okay

When you smile
If you smile
Please just smile

Rotten

Demons birthing demons
Some will stand by and watch
Some will be the ones you watch
One rotten apple will spoil the bunch

I Become You

As you scroll through your iPod and no song is ever sad enough. 'Cause nothing in this world could ever be used to express your pain and the sickness in your gut from not dying soon enough. The anxiety pumping straight through your fucking chest as you can hardly breath, you're drowning in your body and you're screaming from pain but no one at the surface can ever hear.
They will never fucking understand, as you could never understand how to spend a waking moment without wishing for a bullet to become one with your brain.

Thin Ice

I'm walking on thin ice again
Pulse is raising, mind is fainting
And the cracks of on my fears
Sounds like post-rock to my ears

Like I've forgotten how I fell
Water is filling the draught up well
And I wonder if I'm born again
The dead is rising up from hell

But just like that the ice broke through
I was captured under ice like an animal in a zoo
I don't blame you, It was I who walked, so I'm too blame
And as fast as I rose, I was pulled back to the grave