Hell

No more mercy
No more truth
Oh my darling,
How could you?

No more thoughts
No more love
No more fear
Only hell for us

Debt

Writing off the causes and regrets
Getting nowhere, I'm stuck in debt
Owing you everything that I never gave
Never getting a chance redeem myself
I'm running from you, my entire world
I've got nothing left aside from words
Forever alone, forever running on
Forever loving, regretting and writing myself off

Redemption

Don't worry, my dear, you belong
Don't you doubt 'cause I'm feeling so strong
And when the feelings disappear
No, my darling, don't you ever fear
'Cause I am a resurrection
Of a man lost but with a redemption
I was gone but I'm
I'm in deep waters

It doesn't matter what I do
It ain't the same without you
In loss, doubt and regret
A reason to lose just to forget

Content

Content
Forgotten
Free
Alive
Dead

What I Might've Known

How do I tell right from wrong
Left from right
I panic, I freeze
I'm done for
We might as well forget
'Cause it kills me knowing
That I had you in my arms
And it's all I've ever known
All I've ever loved,
All I've ever lost

Dead Ends and Paper Airplanes

Någonstans i en återvändsgränd
Finns ett själ och en hemlighet
Gräset gror och jag kan snart ej se
Men viljan att se, syns ej till mer
Glömskan gör sig påmind
När jag kastar pappersflygplan i motvind

Somewhere in a dead end
Is a purpose and a secret
The grass sprouts and soon I can no longer see
But the will to see cannot be seen
The forgetfulness reminds
When I throw paper airplanes in headwind

Tomhet // Emptiness

Jag känner tomheten sväva fram
Jag sträcker mig ut och den tar min hand
Den leder mig bort, långt bort ifrån allt
Tänk vad vi vore om vi inte fanns
Tillsammans så går vi hand i hand
Exploderar från intet i ingenstans
Tillsammans så blommar vi ut i dans
Och för evigt existerar för varann

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I feel the emptiness flow onward
I reach out and it takes my hand
It leads my away, away from it all
Imagine what we'd be if we didn't exist
Together we walk hand in hand
Exploding out of nothing, nowhere
Together we flourish into a dance
And exist forever for one another

Crash Course In Survivalism

Everything is the same
I took the blame
No release, no care, no hope
Forgive me, my darling, but I cannot cope

Sick of giving up
Sick of moving on
I will shelter myself
Forgive and forget

Crash course
in survivalism
For the dead

False hope and dreary dreams
It might not always be what it seems
Curse the days spent on my own
I never knew I'd die alone

Tame

Sincerity and truth is whispering
In the winds of everything and nothing
You won't hear but you can sense
But on others lies will you depend
Give back to a world that have you tamed
Clock works, money and your name
Live a life for love and honor
Whatever gives you a boner

Time

Same routine once again
Another day goes by
My mind is numb
I'm feeling dumb
I need something more than time

A price I pay for every day
A reckless mothers crime
My head is bleeding
My fears are breeding
I'm lost in a maze of time

The wounds will heal
So you say
But wounds are all surrounding
The hope is fleeing
All I'm receiving
Is an endless counting

Failure

Heart sailer
Mind failure
Finish it,
do it fast
Twist the knife
in my back

I made some mistakes
I never have what it takes
To not suffer alone, to stay
I'm just running to nowhere, away

Wash my hands, in bloody water
Curse the day that life was bothered
Just leaking all of the time
Cleanse the body, kill the mind

Clean

I'm clean
Out of order but clean
Trapped underneath my own skin
But I'm clean

I'm clean
Starting anew as I clean
The times and the dust inbetween
Nothing can touch me
I'm clean

Clean
The guilt and the sorrow in me
The destruction of all is foreseen
Caught in a dream
Which I clean

Undead

Brothers and sisters, rejoice
Hear this, the sound of my voice
The true and the undead, arise and retrieve
I need somebody to make me believe

I am so broken
These are the longest nights
But the days are even longer
Without you

They tell me that this is love
Pray to the flawless stars above
Shit happens and you forfeit
But this time, I just can't forget

I am so broken
These are the longest nights
But the days are even longer
Without you

I am so broken
These days are endless
Frozen in time, forever hopeless
Without you

Sunshine

Lying down for the first time
I can hardly see for the way you shine
Trying hard to not let you down
Trying hard to not let me drown

Shave the sheep, die from cold
It doesn't matter what I am told
Bringing me to a better place
A cloud as soft as your glorious face
Warming and sheltering from the winds
The gentle sun showering therein

Ghost

This is where I left me
You would understand if you were here
I promised I'd never leave
And I never did
I just can't go on this way
You shot me
And you are bleeding me dry
The sound waves of this heart so shy
Deprived of death
Just finish it
Just lies spread to fill a void
The smiles forgotten, a world destroyed
Give us another beating
I will never stop beating
As long as you live
I will haunt you 'til the day you die
Returning the favor, there is no time

Lie

I'm sick of screaming
Sick of dreaming
Car crash of the heart, all day, every day
I just want to kiss you goodbye, if I may
Do you hear my cries?
I'm so sick of my goodbyes
You must be sick of them too
I'll stop bothering you soon
Just this one more lie
One kiss, before I die

Lonesome

I care too much
I give in too much
I miss your touch
More than just a crutch
We dance with the stars
We die lonely and apart
Where did we become I?
When did your love for me die?
The dance is over
We have lost the fight
Hold onto the stars
With all of your might
I love you so much
But it was never enough

Mute

It's just a little too vague to say
What is left to do?
It's all ruined now
What is left to say?
I forgot how to speak anyway
The flames surrounds me night and day

Black Heart

When I suffer, I let go
I go painting black
No more, no more of this
My heart was split,
you were my heart attack

Weeds growing inside my head
Planes crashing, words we forget
Why?

I remember you clear as blue
Darkest of blue
It was never enough
I told you

There were times
that outran the watch
Forever drowning in your eyes
I can see, I can see,
but can never ever touch

When I suffer, I let go
I'll go painting you
Beautiful landscapes to show
As a love so filthy and true

No more, no more of this
Our hearts skipping beats
My black heart will skip forevermore
The earth will crumble for you
My shattered tomb floats into a silent noose

iSAMD

The feeling of a rotting heart
The beating slowly burning out
Notions of the divine and the gratuitous
All the lies written, all the lies
A wooden house burning down
Oh, how could you be so blind?
It doesn't hurt to be kind
Or does it?
For your own good, or your neighbor?
For the so called love of your life?
Selfish action meat device

Roadkill

What is love?
You don't run out of love
I love who I thought you were
Now you're just a roadkill
Nothing but a rotting something
Dead

Painting

The paint is running
The paint is running out

The painting started
But never finished
Just a great whiteness
Of nothing setting apart
The painting started
But never finished

The paint is running
The paint is running out

It's all over
There is no art
Cause I'm nothing
without my heart
Now I'm running dry
Cause I painted with blood

The paint is running
The paint is running dry

Wish

I see the sun
Creeping behind my eyes
underneath, there is life

The horror, oh the horror
The sorrow, oh the sorrow
The dying wish of a widower

The last wish of the last man

Game Over

Fuck
What's the use?
It's pointless, I only lose
What game is left playing?
All the lies, cheating, what's the saying?
Don't hate the player, hate the game
What's the difference?
The player is the game, it's all the fucking same
I quit, I've done it before
That way I won't be losing no more
This time there's no comeback
No return, no counter attack
A cut deeper than yours
No guilt, no shame, no remorse