The Comfort Zone

I am wide awake when I will kill myself
I never chose a different path
Street lights are glowing
Just like eyes that are knowing
We will never forget
But never remember
The comfort zone
I'm leaving
Adios

Rain

I float on an ocean of alcohol
No rain will bother me
Pretend that I never existed
The memory is dim
Your mother is conflicted
In the flutters of the end of outer rim
I'll pretend I was aborted
I'll never let myself live