Afraid

We're just dead aliens
In a dead space
Cease to exist
But have never existed
I'd like to pretend it will lead somewhere
But I won't
I'm afraid

Summer's Over

Summer's almost over
And I've got nowhere to go
Too peaceful and too quiet
As the the winter comes creeping on

Screaming to currents and headwinds
With no answer at all

Pretend there are exits
When there's nothing at all
A room with no windows
And nothing but pictures on walls

At The Bordello

Can't believed I've starred this long
In this b-movie, debt caused filled horror song
Laid down in a casket just to rise again
Too weak for my endless life begin
No dollar could save my soul
No woman could ever cover up this hole

Spending the weekend at the bordello

Drink after skank, skank after drink
Just another day at the bordello

I can't seem to notice what I've done wrong
What I lack in personality, life and soul
In debt for something I never enjoined
Too weak to work to pay for what I've never known
No dollar could save my soul
No woman on this earth could mend my world so torn

Spending years at the bordello
Drink after skank, skank after drink
Just another year at the bordello

Lost track of time at the bordello
Drink after skank, skank after drink
Spending my life at the bordello

Spent a lifetime at the bordello
Drink after skank, skank after drink
I lay my head at rest, on my death bed, at the bordello

The Birds

No place to wander
No church
No house
No garden
The birds are all on fire

Dreams

It was all a dream
Too bad I can't forget
I try too hard
Oh, my exhausted memory

I never remember when I want to
I tend to see what I haven't seen
Spending nights and nights being dead

Fear Is Now Desire

It's too late but I don't wanna go to bed
The bed is on fire
I'm so tired but I don't wanna go to sleep
Fear is now desire


Tell me what you said
Again, again
Kill your only friend
again, again
I fought you 'til the end
Dead end, dead end


It's so cold, but I'm sweating down a pool of blood
Take care of her for me, please
I'm so worried that I just might go and throw my head
It's late and you're on your own

Protect

Protect the safety we all know
Shut the door and end the show
Just when I thought that we would be okay
That we'd spend less time digging our graves
We'll never be okay,
We'll never be okay

Mind Fuck

I can't seem to live with myself
My mind keeps tricking me to believe
To live and to
forgive and forget you
For all of the heartache that you have caused
But I know, I know, I'm nothing but flaws

Roll around in bed, twitching in pain
Empty my head with a gun
Just to survive another day

Fate

You are better off not knowing
I am the only one left
I have to protect you at all cost

You are better off not knowing
Of my gruesome fate
In this dead end drive

Sleeping

Sleeping
It's peaceful and quiet
So is it being awake at night
Then again,
What is there to be awake for

It's an endless battle
Which I'm losing

Chemtrails

I'm so starving so bad
And there's no reason why
I protect myself from what I never had
Just killing myself before you can try

You are the explosion in my sky
I read your lips and they're asking me why


You gently play the strings of my heart
While my head spins off in this roundabout
Chemtrails lead the way to where you are
I will follow the ways of the stray
To then get lost among the stars

Existence


I just want exist again
To burn up any of your beautiful senses
Exist with me
What it really is to be