Awake

Open your eyes
I'm awake
Therefore I am
Existence hangs in a balance 
Dreams are death and relief

Bastard

Mother
I tried to please you
Father
I tried to reach you
Tomorrow
It brings on something new
And after
Falls winter to bury you

Control yourself
Think naught amiss
Remember what
Father said
To be a self 
For someone else
Is to be nothing at all

Brother
I tried to carry you
Mother
I tried to love you
In sorrow
I tried to bury you
But tomorrow
Will be the death of you


I sold myself
To someone else
And here I am
With loneliness 
I loved a stone
She drove me here

Remember what
Father said
To be a self
For someone else
Is to be nothing at all

Mystery Train

Ditt livets tåg
Sitter på ett livets tåg
På ett livets tåg
På ett livets tåg
På ett livets tåg
På väg ingenstans

Din dåtid och din framtid
Är din nutid
Och din nutid är för alltid

Your train of life
Is sittning on a train of life
On a train of life
On a train of life
On a train of life
Going nowhere
Your past and your future
Is your present
And your present is forever










And your present is never

Gravity Theory

Sunshine eyes saying nothing at all
Making strange faces to pull anything off
Cause if they knew
Then they would know
And as the light shines through
The dead will walk
And the sun will set as it used to
Because just like gravity
The rock sinks to the bottom
And as life did,
Death will find a way

Automatic / Walls / Breathe

Following a path laid out for me
Walls are rising high
And I can't see anything
In the prison of the mind

Finding loopholes in conversations
Because I'm not here entirely
Degrading mind dimensions
Cause my body is automatic

Just breathe
Breathe deep
Breathe

I'm never sure if I'm here
Or if these eyes are the headlights
And I am the deer
It's hard when nothing is functioning 
My body is working without me

Just breathe
Breathe deep
Breathe

Still on the path laid out for me
Walls are risen high
And I can't see anything
But the walls are coming down

Braid

We've grown ourselves this tree
Pretend the air is worth the breathing
Inhale the waves and the jukebox smell
The dance of the ultimate fiend
Dancing the tempting fate away
Just pretending it's all okay
Fall down, wither through
Braid the rope of time yourself
Bring it to the tree
And fall into space
I am just the square root
Of the year zero

Friend

You... Are my only friend
And I think about you every day
You... 'll never come here again
But I think about you every day

You are my only friend,
And you'll never come again

You're my only friend
And you'll never come again
And I think about you ever day

You're my only friend
And I waited til the end
But I know now that I waited in vein

You were my only friend
You'll never come again

You were my only friend
I'll never think of you again

Flow

The only flow
That I've ever known
And I've been known to know
Only other flows

Heartburn

The heat has left me 
Although inside 
The heartburn burns a hole
Right through your soul

The mind knows nothing
The cock does what it feels
All those wee chemicals
Strings inside of me

Disgustingly arousing
Deafening stench felt
Through bodily sensations
Acid down your breath

Burn me for a witch
A knife through my chest
I will be rebirthed
In a heart arrest

The Great White

We always said its alright
Wrap your clouds and hold me tight
Promises
Promises lie so white

If someone's lowest point is okay
You know you'll meet again
Somewhere
Somewhere on the way

Get lost, don't contemplate
Emotions clear as disarray
Take all that you are
And throw it away
No reasons
Reasons are no good here

I thought I knew
Now I'm left with empty words
But worlds are just clay
So I wait
Wait for the tide to take me away 

Drömhav

Nu vaknar du
Allt verkar böjbart
Jag ser mig runt
Men jag ser inget alls

Jag knyter på skon
Men hon har fått nog
I drömmen fann jag
Ett berg uti ett hav

Med solen finns hon
Och den finns i henne
Men var är du?

Nu vaknar du
Allt verkar böjbart
Jag ser mig runt
Men jag ser inget alls

Jag knyter på skon
Men hon har fått nog
I drömmen fann jag
Ett berg uti ett hav

Med solen finns hon
Och den finns i henne
Men var är du?

Far ut på färd
Och vandra gatorna
Det ser mörkt ut
Så använd stjärnorna
Evigt sittandes tills nu
Nu kliver hon ut

Nu vaknar drömhav
Mitt hjärta slår
Utom takt
Så van vid ett liv
Som är begravt

Supposedly

It's not me
It can't be
You're not here
This is not how it was supposed to be

Luck / Plans

There ain't no such luck
In this place

There ain't no such luck down here

Make plans
And follow through
You cannot win
By staying true

Make plans
That fall through
As everything else
Including you

Price tags & Bodybags

The world's filled with nothing
And nothing's always something

Roaming the earth
With your shopping carts
Pricetags, on body bags at the market

Leap

Throw away
All of our clocks and watches
Time is holding me back

Leap forward forever
And take it back

Feathers

Running from the inside
Waking up cold from the sleep
Swim up
Like it's all just a dream

I know how it feels
In your sky there's a hole
All the lights glow cold
Be the feathers on my wings
If you know how it feels

Swallowing whole the nightmare
Try to throw it up, throw it out
And if no ones there, I will be


Wanted

The world stops spinning
When you are around
When songs revolve around everything
To be wanted,
Oh, oh, oh,
What a wonderful thing it must be

Ashtray

She put the sun out
She put the son out
She put out
Butted out


You can say what you say about me
Forever in fear of dismay
When living in an ashtray

Days & Nights (Shadows)

When all you see is shadows 
When you live in the regret
I don't see people anymore
I don't see life outside my door
The shadow swallows my all

Lay me down so I can survive
Rest, child, tomorrow's another lie
How can things change with time
When time's just the ground which we climb

Day by day, pill after pill
Another meal, another cig
What better way to spend my days?
Another sigh, another yawn
I'll just lay down here out of sight
What better way to spend my night?


Ghost

I've seen the ghost
The rope's been itching my neck
For quite some time now